Originally written on Thursday, September 13, 2007 at 12:56am
She stared into the night sky, her heart slowly beating, no tears here but just a glimmer of hope shines bright. She stares into the darkness, no tears here just a hope and a wish. The sky opens up and a bright light shines down on her, she stares with those eyes, her eyes are earnest and hopeful. She is longing, she longs to belong, somewhere and to someone. Forever she bottled the hurt, the pain and the emptiness grew and she became numb. No tears here, she is just one. Once scarred she closed her heart and not even a world could tear it apart. Everything she loved, longed, wished and wanted stayed in and the doors still sealed. Will she trust the light, will she open her heart to it. She wondered if she could trust enough, if she let him in would he break her heart just like the others? She would never recover again, she spent her life burying the pain, is it worth to be vulnerable to it all again. The night sky held open its arms and she stepped into the light, her heart slowly beating, no tears here, just a sense of belonging.