And at the end of the day, nobody cares...

Originally written on Saturday, July 28, 2007 at 7:56pm

We all have our struggles in life, we are all consumed by our very own mundane existence.We are engulfed by ourselves and our selfishness, the fact is everyone is selfish, anyone who believes otherwise is just kidding themselves. This doesn't mean that people are bad or that they don't attend to a friend in suffering nor does it mean they can't be expected to be there when you need a shoulder to cry, there are plenty of giving souls in the world, some more than others. But even these angels are not devoid of some amount of selfishness. But there are some of us who no matter what happens have no one to lean on, in fact we don't even want it, or at least thats what we tell the world. How far can you go on your own? How many times can you pick yourself up when you fall? How can you expect anyone to stand behind you forever when you wont trust them with anything? Walking this long dark road on your own is your destiny, its your path, its your goal its your everything. There are so many who will pledge allegiance and support along the way and will make a sad face and say awww when you fall but they'll stand oh so still and watch you pick yourself out of the mud and resume your journey. Can you really blame them? The answer is no because at the end of the day nobody cares........